Well, it has been pointed out to me that I write well critically, and that I should do that kind of writing on the blog, rather than the kind of personal narrative that I do. In any case, I'll wait to see if editors like it as much as non-editors. Perhaps it's time I write some more reviews for the El Paso Times or more essays like the one I just finished (rough draft).
I was encouraged to dislike Ginsberg in grad school, but I like the people getting kicked out of the academies. For some reason, that makes me feel better as I too have been cast out!